Esaul(place for my head demo v
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Riding with a head full of pockets of red
And what I said still stuck in my head
But misled
Thinking the things I do would make you never wanna come back
But an all front attacks, you could never run from that
Being trapped in this with you, something that I never wanted to do
But through it all you've got to see that where I want to be
Is over the pen again letting it out of me
In the center of the day in the dream, seeing all my thoughts
Getting lost in between, realizing one, not the way that it seems
And the killing and the killer with a head full of screams

I wanna live in another place
Where no one can say that I live for them
(start seeing it's not meant to be for me)
I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

We're gonna be crushed when it all falls apart
Knowing no matter how low, hoping that you won't know
The strain it puts to me, seeing what you've done
And consequently I've run away, just hidden again
Within the boundaries of an anguish
Don't want me to say this, but you're dragging me down
Lost in the chaos being tossed around

Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic
Hope that some day you'll regret this
Everything's the wrong place, the wrong time
Adding to the panic of my confine

Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic
Hope that some day you'll regret this
Everything's the wrong place, the wrong time
Adding to the panic of my confine

I wanna live in another place
Where no one can say that I live for them
(start seeing it's not meant to be for me)
I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

You
Try to take the best of me
Go away

You
Try to take the best of me
Go away

You
Try to take the best of me
Go away

You
Try to take the best of me
GO AWAY!

You
Try to take the best of me
go away!
You
Try to take the best of me
go away!
You
Try to take the best of me
go away!
You
Try to take the best of me
go away!

I wanna live in another place
Where no one can say that I live for them
(start seeing it's not meant to be for me)
I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

Shut... up... QUIET!!!

Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic
Hope that some day you'll regret this
Everything's the wrong place, the wrong time
Adding to the panic of my confine

Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic
Hope that some day you'll regret this




Everything's the wrong place, the wrong time
Adding to the panic of my confine

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Linkin Park's song "Park Esaul (Demo)" portray a person who feels trapped and burdened in a relationship, singing about wanting to be free and live in another place where they won't be obligated to anyone but themselves. The lines "Being trapped in this with you, something that I never wanted to do / But through it all, you've got to see that where I want to be / Is over the pen again letting it out of me" reveal that the singer feels stuck in a situation they didn't sign up for, but writing and singing about it gives them some measure of control and release. The repetition of the lines "I wanna live in another place / Where no one can say that I live for them / (start seeing it's not meant to be for me) / I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy / A place for my head" conveys the singer's longing for a sanctuary free from judgment and strife.


The chorus "You try to take the best of me / Go away!" reinforces this message of taking back control and pushing aside negativity. Meanwhile, the bridge "We're gonna be crushed when it all falls apart / Knowing no matter how low, hoping that you won't know / The strain it puts to me, seeing what you've done / And consequently I've run away, just hidden again / Within the boundaries of an anguish / Don't want me to say this, but you're dragging me down / Lost in the chaos, being tossed around" speaks of the pain and exhaustion caused by trying to maintain a failing relationship and keeping up appearances.


Line by Line Meaning

Riding with a head full of pockets of red
I am driving with anger inside me


And what I said still stuck in my head
I can't get the words I said out of my mind


But misled
But I was wrong


Thinking the things I do would make you never wanna come back
I thought my actions would make you leave me forever


But an all front attacks, you could never run from that
But I was attacking you from all sides, so you couldn't escape


Being trapped in this with you, something that I never wanted to do
I never wanted to be trapped in this situation with you


But through it all you've got to see that where I want to be
But you need to understand where I want to be


Is over the pen again letting it out of me
Is writing my feelings down again


In the center of the day in the dream, seeing all my thoughts
In the middle of the day I am daydreaming and thinking of everything


Getting lost in between, realizing one, not the way that it seems
Getting confused and realizing things aren't always as they seem


And the killing and the killer with a head full of screams
I feel like I am dying with all the screaming in my head


I wanna live in another place
I want to move away


Where no one can say that I live for them
Where no one can control me


(start seeing it's not meant to be for me)
(Realize that this isn't meant for me)


I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy
I want to be around positivity, not around negativity


A place for my head
A place for me to feel safe and free


We're gonna be crushed when it all falls apart
We will be devastated when everything falls apart


Knowing no matter how low, hoping that you won't know
No matter how low I feel, I hope you won't find out


The strain it puts to me, seeing what you've done
It hurts me to see what you've done to me


And consequently I've run away, just hidden again
So I ran away and hid again


Within the boundaries of an anguish
Trapped in my own pain


Don't want me to say this, but you're dragging me down
I don't want to say this, but you're bringing me down


Lost in the chaos being tossed around
I am lost in the chaos and being thrown around


Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic
I am singing to myself with a chaotic mind


Hope that some day you'll regret this
I hope you will regret what you've done


Everything's the wrong place, the wrong time
Everything feels like it's in the wrong place at the wrong time


Adding to the panic of my confine
Adding to the panic of feeling trapped


You
You


Try to take the best of me
Are trying to take the best parts of me


Go away
Leave me alone


Shut... up... QUIET!!!
I need silence




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: Brad Delson, Joseph Hahn, Mark Wakefield, Mike Shinoda

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[Verse 1: Mike Shinoda]
Riding with a head full of buckets of red
And when they said still stuck in the head
A thoroughbred thoroughly bled
And led to the land of the mental combats
Following a front attack so you can never run from that

Dark planetary signs rising over the horizon
Smaller than a fly stand, I'm a lyrical lamp
The power that I got on my cynical hand
With a pen, once again

Swimming in the center of the hit or the miss
A list of the thoughts getting lost in the mist
Realizing one not the size of the fist
And the killing of the killer with a flick of the wrist

[Chorus: Chester Bennington & Mike Shinoda]
I wanna live in another place
Where no one can say that I lived for them
(Still see it's not meant to be for me)
I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

[Verse 2: Mike Shinoda]
The second it's gone
The weapon of time is stronger than a nuclear bomb
Eternity-you have not- Something that math can't write, you can't fight nor flee
Still be around if it wasn't for me
Way back first whatever my friends
That you see the attraction of the payback
Don't mean to say that, playback the thing now
Getting lost in the chaos tossing it down

Singing again to myself, electric neck twitch
Hungry for a head full of hectic
Set this to the tempo to be on time
An addict to the panic of my confine

Singing again to myself, electric neck twitch
Hungry for a head full of hectic
Set this to the tempo to be on time
An addict to the panic in my confine

[Chorus: Chester Bennington & Mike Shinoda]
I wanna live in another place
Where no one can say that I lived for them
(Still see it's not meant to be for me)
I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

[Bridge: Chester Bennington & Mike Shinoda]
Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds
Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds
Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds
Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds

Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds
Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds
Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds
Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds

[Chorus: Chester Bennington & Mike Shinoda]
I wanna live in another place
Where no one can say that I lived for them
(Still see it's not meant to be for me)
I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

[Outro: Chester Bennington and Mike Shinoda]
Burn! Burn! Burn!
Singing again to myself, electric neck twitch
Hungry for a head full of hectic
Accept this, doing double-duty on time
Adding to the panic in my confine

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Аниме Наруто

Thank you, Chester Bennington.
Thank you, Mr. Hahn.
Thank you, Mike Shinoda.
Thank you, Brad Delson.
Thank you, Dave Phoenix.
Thank you, Rob Bourdon.
Thank you, Linkin Park.

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Thank you Mark Wikfield

The Heel Synergy

Thank you Mark Wakefield

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